Pieces of me………

It had been raining heavily for 3 hours, finally the rain stopped and i sent Iris back. The weather was cold and nice, I decided to wind down the windows and take the longer route back home. Dora asked me why, I just wanted to enjoy the cold gentle breeze as I drove along the quiet road that was always busy and polluted during the day.

I passed by Fiona’s college, was about to turn left when BAANNGGGG! the car jerked. My heart sank. Knowing the quality of my old proton saga, I was expecting to see the back of my car badly damaged. I got off the car, wanting to scream at the other driver when I saw his car. It was smashed, the front lights of his car was smashed into pieces, the front portion was badly dented, I turned to look at my own car and realised that it was still very much in one piece. For a while, I was surprised and impressed with my own car.

Never involved in an accident before, i was not sure of my next move.

Him: "Sorry lah ah moi, aku tak sengaja."

Me: "So macam mana sekarang?" ( inside: I look that chinese meh? )

Him: " You ambil nombor I lah, lepas lu ketuk balik lu punya kereta, saya bayar balik"

Me: "Betul ke ni?" (could I trust him?)

Him: " Aku kerja kat UPM, u ingat nombor kereta I lah, miscall saya sekarang lah, gua tak tipu lu punya."

So i took down his number and let him go. Honestly speaking, i really did not know what was the right thing to do. It was midnight, both Dora and I were not properly dressed, we were in our house coat, it was raining and i did not want to ask for trouble….besides, i sort of felt sorry for him because his car was so badly damaged.

This morning, I checked on my car, the damage was not that bad, the bumper was abit dented and the shattered glass pieces from his car cut into my car. I went to the workshop to ask for a quotation and it was around RM 80 to get the car mended.

I will call him later to sort things out, hopefully, he will pay for the damage. =)

i guess i will think twice again next time before taking the longer route back home, but then again, i guess i should thank God that the accident was a minor one….and yeah I love my old WCN 2708!

For the past 2 weeks, a person gives you a cold shoulder. The person does not initiate any conversations, does not show interest in anything related to you…and then today sends you an sms that tells that you are loved……i just don’t know how to respond.

Perhaps the problem is me myself,maybe i have this pride problem that makes it difficult to respond. Part of me wants to express that i do appreciate that kind of message but another part of me remains in doubt. Yes indeed, i am still hurt and i cannot deny on that one. Goodness………arrrrrggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!